Can I just say that episode 2, the Chuck and Blair scene was epic. It made me effing cry. Truly it did. I didn't even bother to make a response to that, just because that was the only scene that really popped out at me. Anyway onto the third episode of Gossip girl which can also be classified as the first one where we are all in the UES.

We start off with our normal review, and we get our view of the beautiful city. Blair finds that Gossip Girl is down OMG. Haha Dorota, I love your idea. But yeah Blair is excited to go to Columbia, no? Next we see S snacking, she is excited too for school and look it's Eric. And Serena is excited that GG is down, and Eric brings her down by pointing out that it's under construction not out of service.

The next part will remain not spoken of, just because I dislike the whole Eva thing, and I believe they completely murdered Chuck's character. Hey Chuck you remember that the reason you are where you are, thanks to Blair. One year ago (maybe less or more) you bought that hotel because she believed in you. Yeah I'm a sore loser, but I'm a Chair girl..always will be.

We see S and B walking the campus that is Columbia, both looking fabulous in their new fall wardrobes. B is excited that there's no Chuck. They are both being super besties which I approve of. Blair is growing up, I am proud of your B dearie. Next we hear about the famous Hamilton house, which is apparently some secret club at Columbia where incoming students are chosen. Gotta find the key master, and we know both B and S are going to go see.

Lily..oh Lily how I love you. You are an awesome mama bear. Rufus..I really don't like you, like I swear I don't. Any like I had for you disappeared in the first episode of the season. And then we see Nate giving Chuck his little black book back. Chuck is coddling his new girlfriend, I don't know if I should be nauseated or not. But Chuck WHAT ARE YOU WEARING? That suit does not look god.

Blair and Serena walking into Hamilton House and who do we see. PENELOPE. Hey P I missed you. And B automatically goes into Queen Bee role, and orders P some cashews. S and B get pointed in the direction of the key master, who turns out to be DUN DUN DUN Juliet. Big Effing Surprise there right? And B asks for keys, and of course who gets the key, Blair. But bo hoo Serena does not get a key. How sad. Blair looks all upset given that S did not get a key and she did, you can tell she's grown up, given that she doesn't look at all smug. Though I am sure she feels proud of herself. And omg there is when Gossip Girl decides to come back on, sending out like a whole bunch of blasts on basically everyone. Juliet basically throws Serena out, and of course Gossip Girl DOES NOT miss that.

Oh look Chuck went to go visit Lily, and he's apologizing. Aww you are so sweet for apologizing, and Lily welcomes him. Total mama bear, I love you Lily!!! Bunch of conversation about Eva which I really could not care about. There's a cute mommy/son hug which I adored. Then we see Blair trying to be all nice to her BFF. I love it. Gotta love seeing them together rather than apart. Thank you writers for GETTING SOMETHING right. Then we see Dan Humphrey looking for Georgie..poor Dan. Then Serena calls him, and of course he's freaking out so he hangs up, then we see NATE, and he too ignores Serena. Wow poor you.

Enter judgmental Rufus, and OMG Eric..what has happened to you, when did you turn into such a snitch? Lily defends Chuck, BROWNIE POINTS FOR YOU. Wow a redeeming quality for the blond person whom manipulated everyone into hating Chuck Bass. But sadly that does not put her in my complete good graces. Then we see Chuck and his new ahempersonahem buying a dress, can I say I did not like it. Then cue Blair and Juliet, walking into the SAME STORE. Of course Blair see's Eva and start bashing her. Oh blair I missed this part of you, sorry Eva but everything she says is true. I so LOL'd at Blair's inability touch Eva when she offered her hand. She was all uh no.

Then we see Vanessa, not paying much attention now. Then we get a vague flashback of the steps on the Met. But in Columbia, no idea that's how it worked. Haha very nice. And OMG LOOK Gossip Girl has a live video stream now. I think Juliet was being super loud on purpose, I refuse to believe that Serena did not hear her though. The rest of the episode passes by a blur for me basically, we see more S and B moments. The moments that Pissed me off the most though was Eric's attitude to Chuck. It's like WTF. Spending so much time with Rufus has rubbed off on you, I used to love you Eric, now NOT SO MUCH. But yeah not even the MINUSCULE interaction between CHuck and Blair would help, not that the look on Blair's face wasn't heart breaking. Seeing Serena and Blair pull one over on Juliet though. But yeah overall this episode was a MEH to me. I think I just need to get Eva out of the picture, and I need everyone to get a brain and realize PEOPLE MAKE MISTAKES.

so yeah these are my thoughts.

Okay so the season started off well in my opinion, Blair's outfits in Paris seemed to completely rock. I was very partial to that dress with the cherries and the cute beret. Serena..I don't know about her, I mean I've never loathed the girl or anything but her ability to just completely date random strangers amazes me. Maybe it's because since Blair is my favorite character, and she's more of a serious relationship type girl, there are exceptions but not many, that it just seems weird to me. But I dunno, I mean maybe I just dislike her because her attitude at the end of last season. I mean yeah I know she wanted her parents to get back together, but dude, your mom is remarried, and happy. Stop acting like you are five, but yeah anyway I'm going off track here, this is a reaction on the first episode. But yeah the point..Serena is off dating any cute guy in Paris and Blair is waiting for a romantic type encounter.

Now we go to New York, where Lily and Rufus are returning from their vacation, Rufus complaining that they had to go visit CeCe. He looses brownie points because he is being a douche about Chuck. It's like I am all yelling YOU DON'T KNOW THE WHOLE STORY STOP HATING ON POOR CHUCKLES. Anyway so I don't really like Rufus right now, but heey he can see his kids eye color again.


I am inserting the above to show how much I care about his kid's eyes :P.

Does that mean she stopped wearing make up like a raccoon? Because seriously that's what she looked like for the latter part of Season 2 and all throughout season 3. An Effing raccoon. Whatever I stopped paying attention after the words, Bass business manager or whatever it was.

Um..yeah Lily worrying about Chuck gets her major brownie points. So I still like her. But yeah let's move on to the Prince of Monaco or whatever. Are you serious? It's like Marcus all over again. Serena lying about Brown..meh. The fight and make up..yay I guess haha. The flashbacks of how Eva (that's her name right?) saved Chuck, though unrealistic, was effective. But Henry Prince? Really Chuck? THat made me LOL. But whatever, Ed Westwick in that blue shirt..was hot. He looked uber hot I was just staring at his arms the whole time, looks like he's been working out. The cane..aww my poor Chuckles has to use a cane. But the kiss..eww..blocked it out it did not happen.

But yeah overall the episode was decent, I'm really more excited about the first chair seen we get in the next episode.

Okay so I was bored and I decided to make a little pre series drabble of Chuck and Blair. I'm almost positive this is like super OOC but alas this was what was playing in my head.

“Dorota I told you I did not want to see anyone” Blair said as she heard footsteps in her bedroom.

“You should know Waldorf that I never ask to be let in” she heard a familiar voice say.

She hugged her knees to her chest tighter as she waited for Chuck to come into view. She had been hiding in her bathroom all day, and she did not want anyone to see her like this. This whole ordeal was the newest scandal of the Upper East Side and she hated it all. She still could not believe that her father was actually gone, that he had left her without much of an explanation. She shut her eyes tightly, willing the tears that wanted to escape away.

“Come on Blair you know how this goes I throw something out, you retort. It’s our game” Chuck said.

She opened her eyes to give him a glare. She was not in the mood to play games with him right now. The only thing she wanted was to just go away for a really long time and never come back. Or maybe to fall into a deep sleep where her father never left her and they were all still a happy family. Where her boyfriend was not away with his family when her life was falling apart, and where her best friend was still with present to give her moral support.

“What do you want Bass? Shouldn’t you be off bedding some random skank you picked up for the night?”

“Why would I settle for some cheap whore when I’ve got you to keep me company for free?” He leered.

“Urgh you are heinous” Blair said with a roll of her eyes.

“You know you love it”

“Love means something entirely different to a normal person Chuck.” She shot back.

“There’s my girl”

“Not your girl”

“How are you feeling?”

The change of subject had her stopping and staring at him, so that was why he was here. She wondered if he was only here because he felt sorry for her. Normally she wouldn’t allow herself to be vulnerable in front of anyone but Chuck had seen her in worse conditions.

“How do you think Bass? My father left without a word to me to be with a male model. My mother is so self absorbed that she didn’t think twice about locking herself up in some facility for god knows how long”

“Your mom left too?”

“The moment my dad left, she did too. It’s like they don’t have a fifteen year old daughter living here”

“Do you want to talk about it?”

“No”

She could feel his gaze on her and she didn’t want to look at him. The letter she had written to Serena was on the floor next to her. That was how she had let out her frustrations without doing something drastic. She released her legs as she reached over for it, the last thing she needed was for Chuck to see the heartfelt letter she had written to her best friend.

“Come on Waldorf you are going to have to try harder if you want to get me off your back” He pressed.

“Nate. Have you heard from Nate?” She asked.

“No, he’s had his phone off all weekend” he said.

She let out a small sigh, she felt relieved that at least he wasn’t just ignoring her phone calls. Ever since Serena’s abrupt departure, Nate had been so distant with her and she couldn’t even fathom why. The only good thing about Serena’s absence was that she was officially queen of the school. There would be no one to easily strip her of her title, because Serena always had that ability. Of course with Serena gone there was also no reason for Blair to constantly have to look at Georgina Sparks who had become a thorn in Blair’s side.

“Come on” Chuck said after a few moments of silence.

“What?” She asked.

“I said come on. You can’t stay here alone Blair, and since my best friend is out of town sadly it’s up to me to make sure you don’t do something stupid” He said.

“I’m not going to kill myself Bass” She snapped.

“No you won’t but you will do other things, and those things aren’t good for you considering you are supposedly cured”

“I have no idea what you are talking about” She said as she stood up and backed away from him.

There was no way he could mean what she thought that he meant. She had been very careful, no one other than Serena and her parents knew about her problem. She had always been careful not to do it at times where she could get caught, so Chuck could not know.

“Don’t pull that bull shit with me Blair. I know. I saw you, during your last birthday party when Serena showed up in that attention seeking outfit of hers. I followed you back up here and heard you. ”

Blair remembered that day very vividly, it had been all about her before Serena showed up. Then as soon as she showed up at her birthday party everyone’s eyes went to her. Nate went to go welcome her, and the girls from school had done the same. No one had even noticed that she excused herself, well she had believed no one noticed.

“I’ve been better for months Bass. I will not go back to that” She lied fluidly.

“Nonetheless Waldorf, you are coming with me. It is up to you if you do so willingly but I will not leave you alone here to wallow” He said.

“Why do you care?” She asked.

“Because I have to”

“What?”

“Nate would murder me if he found out that I left you alone here without any company other than Dorota”

“Nate would do no such thing” She exclaimed.

He let out a sigh, “Waldorf for once in your life will you just do as I say. I am trying to be nice here”

She rolled her eyes, “Fine but if you do something inappropriate at all, you will regret it”

“I don’t doubt that for a second, now let’s go” He said.

Blair clutched the letter in her hand as she followed Chuck out to her bedroom; he said something about packing clothes because she might need them. When she thought that he wasn’t looking, she stuffed the letter in a drawer and went back to packing but it turns out that he had been watching her the whole time. Blair didn’t notice when he walked over to that same drawer, since she was in the bathroom brushing her hair and touching up her make up. She didn’t see the way his brows furrowed, because she had no idea that he knew one of the reasons that her best friend left. She watched him warily when she stepped back into her room; he was back in his previous place trying to look completely innocent.

“What?” She said as she closed the bag.

“I was actually thinking about how to explain to you a particular problem of mine. One of my most recent conquests has gotten a bit clingy, and well I think she needs to disappear for a while” He smirked.

“Oh really? So you want me to socially destroy someone because she has gotten too clingy with you?”

“Yes Waldorf, exactly.”

There was a glint in Blair’s eye, she always loved socially destroying people. It was a well known fact that when you became Blair’s enemy, you became Chuck’s enemy and vice versa. So this clingy girl would need to be destroyed, Blair would make sure of it.

“I think I might be able to lend a hand” She said.

It wasn’t a complete lie, there had been a girl that had gotten too clingy with him. And of course he was Chuck Bass he would not feel bad about socially destroying an innocent person. Maybe by doing so Blair would forget about the issues with her father, the issues with her absent best friend and of course the issues with her negligent boyfriend.

Soo lately I've felt the need to protect the things I absolutely love. There's so much hating going around and normally I don't mind but it is getting oddly old. Okay I understand not everyone need to like things, everyone has different tastes and therefore receive things differently. But do keep in mind that not everyone thinks the same, so when bashing something just think about who you are talking to while bashing.

1. Twilight.
--Yes people hate it, loathe it. Whatever. You say it's bad writing? I say it's good writing. Don't look at me like I'm a stupid idiot because I love it. It's a love story, and you know what the bashing of Edward Cullen himself is just annoying. No he never abused Bella, he always gave her a choice in the relationship. He was willing to let her go off with Jacob (who blackmailed her ALL THE EFFING TIME) if that was the key to her happiness. So if you want to call him abusive, then he can effing abuse me all he wants.

2. Gossip Girl
Okay so the hate on Season 3..getting old. Why? Yes it doesn't compare to Season 1, but I have a feeling that it never will. You do have to realize that people GROW UP. They can't act like they are sixteen and seventeen anymore. They are in college, adults. And then everyone just dissing Chuck and Blair..okay so I myself get upset at the lack of hotness. But still I have a feeling that maybe the season will get better. Maybe it won't. Either way I am still a loyal fan so stop bashing the season especially Chuck and Blair. and NO Dan and Blair WILL NEVER HAPPEN. She's Blair..she would never go to Brooklyn I swear if that happens I might just go hurt some writers.

aah I feel better now lol. No but really I was just getting annoyed with all the bashing. I love Gossip Girl and I love Twilight and I just get aggravated when people start dissing things that I really love.

yeah I haven't done anything on livejournal in ages. But yeah I might start picking up blends and stuff but I'm not sure yet. Right now I am on the verge of totally revamping my twilight site. I'm going to have to remake the canon list, face claim, etc. Why? Because we are doing a time skip so that it will be a post eclipse site, versus it being a post new moon site. I sure hope that Lilly comes back before I have to do this, because I don't want to have to look for another Edward. I DO NOT. Do you know how hard it is to find a stable staff member? It's hard believe me. I also have to rewrite the plot and the advertisement. I am in for a biiig job when my activity check is over. But yeah that's just how it has to be.

We need to get the gossip girl site up in activity too because we cannot do anything with the amount of members we have now. Considering we are still missing some very important canons. But yeah hopefully everything will pick up. I soo can't wait to get Scandal, Revenge and Lies up and running. That's something else I need to work on (the advertisement for it. Everything else is doneso thank you very much). Well that's enough of my babbling I think lol.

it was Stress because I was stressed out about school. But that was a few months ago!

It's been such a stressful day today, all thanks to RPG SITE DRAMA. It all started yesterday, the first forum I ever joined, is sadly closing their doors. This place was the one that taught me how to roleplay and I met a lot of people there, I even stared my own harry potter rpg with a couple of them. Shortly after starting that rpg, let's call my friend molly left me in charge. I recruited, let's name her Peggy to help me out. So Peggy loves to create drama and she made her character (how can I word this...be with child) which I really didn't approve of well because it's Harry Potter and it seemed a little OOC for me. But Peggy went to Molly and Molly said it was all right. So I let it slide, but the more control that Molly let Peggy have, the more power hungry Peggy became. So I sort of left the site, made my own Twilight RPG's and well spend most of my time there. But yeah okay back to the drama. Peggy was mad at let's name her Mary, for closing down our first RPG. But as Mary was the webmaster and she was paying for it, she was in her whole right to shut it down if she wanted to.

All right so back to the point, Peggy was mad at let's call her Mary because Mary was closing down the first RPG. Well I considered it fair because it was a paid thing, and things weren't going Mary's way and she had all right to close down the site. So Peggy's all mad and stuff, tells all the kiddies to jump over to the RP that we were on. Well I had been contemplating leaving, and so last night I finally decide to do so, I start deleting all of my applications, and anything on my photobucket that isn't site related. I say I will inform her today, and to tell her she can transfer all the graphics on an account for her, so if I delete it accidentally it won't get lost. After joking around on my Twilight site, saying oh what would happen if I delete them, my member says you wouldn't do that it isn't like you. I say yeah I'm not evil like that. Conversation ends we all go to bed. I wake up this morning, and find a PM from my member saying, Hey Liz why is your old board offline? Well I check my e-mail, Molly and Peggy say that the site had been reported for having broken one of the IF terms, and they had to delete all the content. Molly decided that instead of deleting everything, (The site has been open over a year, it's sort of cluttered), they'll just start a new board. I'm like awesome that way I don't have to quit or anything. So I get off the computer and go clean.

I come back, find that Peggy has left me an IM in which she calls me a vindictive cow. *insert confused face here* I really have no idea what she's talking about, so I ask her what's going on. She continues to accuse me of being a cow, etc. I get the picture after that, apparently she went onto my site and read my chat box, where I was kidding around. Took that as a hint that I reported the site. Excuse me in what world does that make sense? Not only would I hurt Molly who I love, I would be tattling on myself. Plus it's super childish, I don't have the maturity level of a peanut thank you very much. So you know what I just let her think whatever, I get a hold of Molly she says she knows it wasn't me, so that's all I care about.

I go check out their new site, just to see. Turns out Miss Peggy is badmouthing me on the site's box, telling everyone what a vindictive cow I was, how I wouldn't let her do anything on the other site. Etc. Well whatever she can act like she's five years old. Overall it wasn't a pleasant experience. Especially since I woke up feeling all nice and my ankle didn't bother me.

But yeah that was my sucky day.

This is what happens when Liz gets bored. They aren't the best icons but I tried.




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SO i was bored so I decided to post up the cute GIFS I liked from the MTV movie awards